I’ve been struggling with fear a little bit recently, which is very uncommon for me. Maybe it’s because I’m a new mother. Maybe it’s just a season. I’m not sure.
I find my mind wandering and playing out worst case scenarios.
// Does that neighbor know I’m home alone all day? What would I do if someone broke in? // What if I’m attacked by a dog while walking Macey in our neighborhood? We live in such a quiet neighborhood, what if no one hears me if I need help? // Did I clean all the lint out of the dryer before starting it? What if it causes a fire? // Is the baby breathing? How long would it take paramedics to arrive if something bad was happening? // Did I tell my husband I loved him before he left for work? // What if a disaster happens near me? An earthquake? The news keeps talking about that happening soon. //
The list goes on.
As some of these feelings come and go, I’ve been feeling God tug at my heart. It’s overwhelming how He continues to pursue me. It’s funny how God shows up in such timely ways, both big and small. I used to think these timely encounters were coincidence but I have slowly come to realize they’re not. He’s always there but I often miss the soft whispers.
This morning, God whispered.
He used Proverbs chapter 3.
First, He gave me a beautiful reminder of what he’s done:
“By wisdom the Lord laid the earth’s foundations, by understanding he set the heavens in place; by his knowledge the deeps were divided, and the clouds let drop the dew.” Proverbs 3:19-20
Then a direct address of my fears:
“My son [or daughter], preserve sound judgment and discernment, do not let them out of your sight; they will be life to you, an ornament to grace your neck. Then you will go on your way in safety, and your foot will not stumble; when you lie down, you will not be afraid; when you lie down, your sleep will be sweet. Have no fear of sudden disaster or of the ruin that overtakes the wicked, for the Lord will be your confidence and will keep your foot from being snared.” – Proverbs 3:21-26
Just wanted to share this with you today. God is so near.
JARED says
I love this and I love you. This is showing up in all caps, but I promise I’m not yelling. (OK I KINDA AM.)
Becca says
I love YOU!! <3